Colleague asked me today if the room felt maybe a bit tilted — and I spent the next few hours unable to shake the feeling, and felt dizzy some of the time. Everything looked wrong. Rationally I didn’t think so, but a part of me thought maybe the whole building was tilting and may eventually crumble. I could imagine the social media explosion of the news.
Walking across the room to the pantry was worse, because the slight uneven crunch of the carpet beneath my feet made the tiltedness seem more real.
I think I would have felt better if I rearranged the whole room to exact angles so that perspectives were minimised. But also I don’t want to not be in control of it, however unconvincingly, so I didn’t.
If this is an indicator of my brain I guess it means I’m easy to manipulate and am highly suggestible to suggestion.
Accidentally deleted my best performing ad set at work today. Manoeuvred around a FB pixel error and landed there instead. Ugh.
J thinks I should make new friends and that it’s nice and that I won’t attract new stalkers.
🙄 Considering how hard some ppl used to stan her either she blur or she’s okay with it, and it doesn’t look like I should make an example of her in either scenario.
Will be driving home to vote on my birthday. I had wanted dinner with friends but since I can’t attend my own birthday dinner, I guess I’m not celebrating this year. 😔