Finally writing what I’ve been carrying. I didn’t expect the tears to return, but they did. God, I am usually a beast of burden, but there has been so much to carry this year.
I wasn’t expecting to be so sad today. I am an impulsive creature sometimes.
- m: It’s ok if you kenot layan. I’m just being hiao!
- p: if you were a man, do you see how this would be a problematic conversation
- m: I’m sorry! Also I’m not being hiao with you specifically!
- p: again, if you were a man…
I die. Just take my head and hang it above your door.
- p: oh shit I’m turning into Lainie Yeoh
- m: ?
- p: I’m forgetting stuff
- m: 😀
- m: ☠️
you can’t kill me there’ll be less cuteness in the world
- I would find her attractive but I have a hurdle.
- Your sexuality?
- What has my straightness ever done for me?