Once a week gym is better than none. My stamina and glucose took a beating, but not my muscles it seems.
Exercising in the morning is difficult, but it disrupts the day less. I don’t know how Taiwan finds the energy to do it so early.
He asked me what I’ve been eating in the hospital area this week and I didn’t even want to tell him. It’s so bad here.
Discussed previous sexual encounters, and how women and men differ. “Free sex” 👀
Met up with Taiwan after, patted cats, and played with Bear Bear. She helped me collect shampoo which was such a relief to use. Finally, the correct product on my head.
Tried to nap because I was so fucking beat, but I couldn’t. Tido tak lena. Also 👀.
Porridge. Porridge makes us both happy. Went to a shop that sells imported nonsense. Bought Malaysian chocolate. Does that mean they don’t usually distribute locally?
Made spiced coffee to ameliorate my grogginess. Was supposed to meet YT, but we ended up faffing around so much it didn’t happen. Read art books together. 💕
Picked YT up for dinner. Missed 9 because didn’t know she was next door. 🤦🏻♂️. She was quite peeved for a while. But YT has a lot to process so I don’t think she has the mental space.
Jr came much later. Happy to eat at YSH but maybe we should try more tai chows closer to home.
Talked about her dating history and all I see is a long line of being subject to extreme toxicity. Held her hand. Was worried I shouldn’t at all.
Jr wanted to bring us to Enigma after but I majorly nixed it. Went to my secret spot in Bangsar instead. Gin and tonic.
It was unusual to talk so much about romance and sexuality today. Was asked about my romantic actions and had to run everything by a Halal Memory filter first. Perils of a closeted dating life.
Still, now I know more about 9’s cutest love life and I love it. It is strange to open up to possibility of dating again after so long.
Gdi every time we meet I risk picking up something that’ll cling to me. I’m not sure about sharing a room at all
What if my fear and awkwardness can be measured by the speed I leave her room.
She asked if I could finally see her fire 😳
Rising mirth, stifled giggles. Sneaking into YT’s place for Momo but she set off the security alarm. Not stealth at all.
I was standing in front. Turned around to see the others had the common sense to crouch, hide. I had just been waiting for the house owner to come down and see me.
Taiwan laughed so hard she doubled over. If that whole thing was set up it would have been fucking brilliant.
YT was very apologetic and asked if we wanted to stay anyway. 🤫😂
Taiwan slapped face cream on herself but isn’t sure if slapping actually makes it effective.
Was so out of it. She asked a big question about being mean without reason. The mind is rational, it can always find a reason, or create one.
I realised I had to zoom back to much much younger days, before homophobes took up the quota.
Woke up at 3am surrounded by heat and awareness. Gdi YT.