Archive for May, 2018


I don’t understand why when it’s Ramadan I must attract special friends. Like my aura extra strong or what

All the devils kena lock up so no signal interference kot

Self praise is still praise

Just did some splendid photorealistic photoshopping. It won’t pass a forensics test, because there are minor resolution difference in some very small patches of the edge if you go down to the tiniest pixels, but it will absolutely pass all checks on high res screens. For yearssssssssss.

*pats self excessively on back*

Unffff unfff unfffffff.


Annoyed to be in an article that calls Mahathir a champion of democracy in the title. And that it has US spelling. I should have used words without US/UK variants.

A GE14 short story

Past: seven wands

Present: ten cups

Future: five pentacles

It was a time of quick action and unusual plans under challenging circumstances. Vanquishing evil.

Now is a time of exuberance, celebration. We have reached our goals, and happiness is all around.

And then all things go to shit. Instability and financial woes. Nothing goes right. Do not let fear consume you. Now is the time to do the work that leads to meaningful change.

Five is a card of abandonment. Where did all the party of ten go?

Colleague asked me today if the room felt maybe a bit tilted — and I spent the next few hours unable to shake the feeling, and felt dizzy some of the time. Everything looked wrong. Rationally I didn’t think so, but a part of me thought maybe the whole building was tilting and may eventually crumble. I could imagine the social media explosion of the news.

Walking across the room to the pantry was worse, because the slight uneven crunch of the carpet beneath my feet made the tiltedness seem more real.

I think I would have felt better if I rearranged the whole room to exact angles so that perspectives were minimised. But also I don’t want to not be in control of it, however unconvincingly, so I didn’t.

If this is an indicator of my brain I guess it means I’m easy to manipulate and am highly suggestible to suggestion.

Accidentally deleted my best performing ad set at work today. Manoeuvred around a FB pixel error and landed there instead. Ugh.

J thinks I should make new friends and that it’s nice and that I won’t attract new stalkers.

🙄 Considering how hard some ppl used to stan her either she blur or she’s okay with it, and it doesn’t look like I should make an example of her in either scenario.

Will be driving home to vote on my birthday. I had wanted dinner with friends but since I can’t attend my own birthday dinner, I guess I’m not celebrating this year. 😔