Archive for April, 2018

Forgot to take my medication today, ate carbs, only registering 7.6mmol after 2 hours.

Feeling pretty good…albeit paranoid I might lose my sight again.


Me: I will drill a hole and make porn.

Snow (to Syaza): You think I’m inappropriate?

Syaza: You’re all inappropriate. All of you…30 year olds are inappropriate.

Moment of realisation: concerns/opinions were essentially negging to lower my confidence and make me seek approval in other ways. What enrages me is this was probably learned from some stupid book. Fuck this lah.

My best friend got married

And didn’t tell me. And if this were anyone else I would be like “are we rly still best friends?” but since it’s very her I think we are πŸ˜‚

I am 100% uncoordinated.

  • Nish: Omg you’re like a puppy still learning to walk. God put all your mana in your brains ah
  • Me: god only gave me mana for brains and boobs, and then sent me out there.

Watched Venus in Fur. Tripped walking up the stairs because didn’t have the skills to make my feet repeatedly climb the same height of steps. Bruised both legs.


Feeling anxious. Drew a card. “You are trapped in a pool of anxiety” πŸ˜‚πŸ€·πŸ»β€β™‚οΈ