Archive for February, 2018

Oh.

Yeah okay, I see now why I got The Tower. First steps into an adulting adulthood of working life. Also the first time I won’t be largely managing myself or a team. Instead, I’ll be the managed team.

I’m so excited about my first day of work, and worried I may not measure up. But I sure as hell intend to try, and the work looks interesting. I love that the approach is open to experimentation and evidence-based.

But it’s crunching so much data — I’m not sure if it’s the spreadsheets being spread out(?) or if it’s as much as it looks . I think I should strengthen that side of me part time. Level up. I am always fond of learning more and learning fast.

Onward, and upward.

The Tower

I’m a creature of anxiety and bruxism, but I’m lucky to have so many friends cheer me on for my first day of work 😭.

I asked my tarot deck repeatedly about this new job, and it repeatedly gave me The Tower. How not to be anxious?

😀

Well, this won’t be the first time it’s happened over CNY 😀. And of course while I pms 😀. When else 😀.

I was in a bus when robbers boarded, I still fell asleep until a gun was pointed at my hip bone. Realised later that no money was taken because it wa in my pocket. Nur gave me a lift home but part of her car seats was left behind on the road.

I was working with a calendar with white text printed on white paper, in a language I couldn’t read. I internally panic over how I’m expected to work like this. (TC)

I had an illness. Jac’s dog has emptied out All his kibbles onto the ground, touching grass and fur and such. I ask her if I should get a new pack but she isnt worried – jabber has fruit rolls. She doesn’t want to describe them much because she thinks I will read them.

Jac has medals. I’ve never seen how one is worn before. The ribbon that is used is shaped like a collar.